I am going to the gym again. Oh, and YES it IS true that I’ve lost 30lbs.
happy.
wanna know a secret?
January 9, 2012 By Leave a Comment
Going from eating anything you want and not caring about nutrients or fat (or whatever) and not listening to your body and becoming someone who makes good choices 80% of the time is damn difficult. DAMN DIFFICULT I SAID.
Now, look. I understand that millions have done it, millions are currently eating yummy veggie + fruit smoothies for breakfast after an incredible 5 mile run. I get it. I even know what to do and I’ve been trying. I’m just bitching because right now, it’s hard. and I’m weak.
fuck off april
April 18, 2011 By 1 Comment
you suck.
except for the flowers and grass and trees (minus the pollen), the bright blue sky and happy puffy clouds.
stupid april. i want to hate you. but you seduce me with your warm days and fresh smells. bitch.
RIP Arthur John Evensen 1921-2011
March 1, 2011 By Leave a Comment
Probably my favorite picture right now…and will be for a long time. Uncle Mike with Pop-Pop at Christmas this past year.
christmas is crushing me
December 19, 2010 By Leave a Comment
into little pieces. i have so much to do finish. i should be cleaning, baking, knitting, wrapping and shopping, but instead i’m reading and about to take a hot bath. i’ll be thinking about healing in 2010 and 2011. though, 2010 was more about hurting than healing, but i may be able to draw out the bright spot. maybe the warm water will help.
yikes…goals can cost ya.
November 29, 2010 By Leave a Comment
so a ticket to Kazakhstan alone is around $4,000 round trip. So it looks like my first goal (in order to reach my “new” goal) is going to be saving up enough money to take that trip. that’s a tough one to think about during the holidays. I better get down to business and do a budget for December. Everyone is getting a home-made gift this Christmas, I believe.
a new goal…
November 21, 2010 By 2 Comments
so i’ve decided that i’m going to visit all the countries in the world that start with the letter “K”. and i’m going to do that by the time I turn 40. Yes indeed. I think there are 7 countries. I’ll post a list soon. I don’t think rob is too happy about my decision, because I’ll probably have to do many of the trips alone. North Korea anyone?
bad stars
November 7, 2010 By Leave a Comment
yesterday i hit my head on a metal corner. I hit it so hard that I saw stars. not shiny, twinkly ones, but scary mean ones that looked at me ugly because I was dumb enough to hit my head so hard.
i have a headache today, by the way.