...and running behind.
i really envy the people out there who have always, ever since they were a little kid, known what they wanted to do when they grew up. Or hell, even if you’ve known since college, you are making me jealous right now. I DON’T KNOW WHAT I WANNA BE WHEN I GROW UP!!!!!
And it’s time for me to find additional gainful employment. And the question keeps coming up over and over: well, what do you WANT to do?
well. see. there’s that.
if i knew, i’d probably be doing it RIGHT NOW DAMMIT!!!!!!
from ze frank:
http://www.youtube.com/user/zefrank1?feature=watch
It’s updated Monday, Wednesday and Friday. They’re short and will wake your soul up.
since my wonderful grandfather died.
I can’t believe I haven’t gotten to call him or see him for a whole year.
I just found a voicemail from him from January of last year and I cried like a baby. a little crying baby.
love you Pop Pop.
what a boring blog this is.
blogging is dying, right? That’s what I keep hearing .
Here’s a picture of a cute hedgehog from Daily Cuteness:
I am going to the gym again. Oh, and YES it IS true that I’ve lost 30lbs.
happy.
Going from eating anything you want and not caring about nutrients or fat (or whatever) and not listening to your body and becoming someone who makes good choices 80% of the time is damn difficult. DAMN DIFFICULT I SAID.
Now, look. I understand that millions have done it, millions are currently eating yummy veggie + fruit smoothies for breakfast after an incredible 5 mile run. I get it. I even know what to do and I’ve been trying. I’m just bitching because right now, it’s hard. and I’m weak.
you suck.
except for the flowers and grass and trees (minus the pollen), the bright blue sky and happy puffy clouds.
stupid april. i want to hate you. but you seduce me with your warm days and fresh smells. bitch.
Probably my favorite picture right now…and will be for a long time. Uncle Mike with Pop-Pop at Christmas this past year.